A touch of sunflower soothes my loneliness... ♥
Greetings blog!!!, it's been a quite while now when the last time I visited you and wrote something about what happened in my life. But as usual, time passes by and leaves me here stagnant, boring, and a non-productive citizen. :( This morning when I woke up and opened my eyes the first thing that came out into my mind is "MY LIFE WORKING ABROAD" I imagining my self buying stuffs for my family and relatives, filling the empty Balikbayan box with shoes, clothes and some buting tings, enjoying shopping and having snacks in a sumptuous restaurant abroad.. BUT WAIT!!!! Am I still sleeping and dreaming?? Hey Jasmin, you're already awake so stop dreaming -- REALITY CHECK -- you're here in you're lousy bed 9:45 in the morning!!!! Time to face the truth JASMIN!!!! Haaaayyyy, every time I wake up I feel that my life is such a boring and stupid, nothing is happening into my life, Do really waiting and patience is a virtue?? WAITING is my kryptonite!! Do I really need to wait for another 1 year so that I can have 2 years experience in my Nursing Career so I can go and work abroad? Please,,, please tell we that it's worth it!! :( My daily routine everyday is sleeping- eating- computer- cellphone- eating then sleep again.. I know that I need to be productive!!!!
PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE -- Be positive!! I will be successful in TIME, be thankful for everything and will be CONTENTED enough.. I know, I will.. Soon... really soon,..
However, when I feel this negativeness in my mind, I just think of my family, my Dad and my Mom, thanks God that I am with them feeling secure and love!! EVERY DAY is a gift from God so I will not waste them just to feel lonely and stupid and worthless, I will just enjoy my life and be thankful. :))
I am rejuvenated and stress-less after I wrote this blog! :)) HAPPY
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